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Tricky

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The mind always tries to trick us into thinking anxious, toxic thoughts. Whatever we do is not enough. We hop from one job to another searching for the dream job in which our talents are recognized and we earn lots of money. We get ourselves deeper into debt to get a good education, a nice house, or an expensive car, in an attempt to gain admiration from other people. We go from one relationship to another seeking the perfect partner so we can be happy and fulfilled. We seem to be on a perpetual treadmill of chasing the next moment, hoping that it will bring us satisfaction. But when we achieve our goals, we find that we are not satisfied.  That we should have done this or we forgot to do that. There is this infinite need for more that gnaws at our very existence.

Why is this? And why do we continue on this endless, useless quest for more? Because we look to the various forms—which are fleeting and unstable—to  fulfill us. We look outside ourselves for the truth, when in fact, the truth is within us. But if this is the case, how come we don’t feel this truth? Why isn’t everybody looking within for the answer? Because our true self, that which is one with the truth, is covered up by our noisy mind. We feel the dysfunction of our mind all the time so we can not feel our inner body, our true self. We get taken in by the stress, the drama, the conflict.  And we repeat this pattern of behavior every day.

What can we do to stop this cycle? We start by watching what is happening at this moment (inside and outside ourselves) without judging. This moment is all that we need and carries with it all the truth and answers that we seek. But we have to be still and quiet to know this. We are then able to let go of the past and future. We bring a fresh perspective and are able to do right action. But what if the the mind starts to think nasty thoughts again? We just look at it but we don’t judge it. We repeat this process again and again until we become free of our mind. We break the cycle that had held us in bondage.

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Author: anantakasainlife

Influenced by the teachings of Jesus Christ, the Buddha, Eckhart Tolle, Swami Parthasarathy, Anthony De Mello, Joseph Murphy and my brother.

2 thoughts on “Tricky

  1. Hi, Ana! I really, really like your blog. I, too, suffer from depression and anxiety. I enjoy your positive spin. I am trying to do the same thing with my new blog http://hopefuldepression.wordpress.com/. I would love for you to check it out and offer feedback. The last entry was not all roses though 🙂

  2. Dear silverlining,
    Thanks for referring me to your blog. Your honesty is refreshing. When anxiety or depression comes, watch it but don’t judge it. This is at first hard to do because your mind wants to control you. But keep at it. If you can’t allow it to happen, that’s okay too. Don’t fight it. Maybe next time it will happen. What’s important is that you become aware of what is happening inside you. You are surrounded by all the love and help that you need. Always. Namaste.

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